At one time or annother, we are all faced with the pain of abandonment. Whether the person(s) who walked out on you was a parent, partner or friend, it hurts. This is a place of friendship and support.
I am suffering suicidal feelings after a person I was seeing only a matter of weeks has left me - after I pushed him away by putting him down and telling him he wasn't good enough - which is what I have done every time I have ever liked anyone
I love this person so much and no contact (after trying to chase at first ) for two weeks has left me suicidal. I want him so bad to know I love him and dont mean the awful things I said
He himself has mental health issues and something similar to schizophrenia, he also was a heroin addict and dealer in the past - he cuts himself off emotionally it seems and doesnt seem to cry
But I know deep down he felt the same about me - which is why I pushed him away
I try and tel people who dont have these issues and they just say GET OVER IT - as if.
Ive done this with every man Ive ever met and each time its ended Ive been suicidal and begging to get them back