A place to share your life without fear of judgment. Community Group
I want a place for friends to meet up and share what is going on in their lives, good or bad. Without judgement and hopefully a lot of laughter.
I...already ..rote this all out and posted it and it dident go through ...and I got so frustrated that it has taken me ..a few days to come back and try to post it a gain ....................
it better post ...lol ..I posted about the angizity ..that I am dealing with .......I am not happy about it ...because ..I had angizity to one leaval or a nother for so maney years and have been on meds for at least ..12 years ...and I finaly ...a year and a half ago was angizity free and off meds and doing so good ...than ........I get knocked back dowen ......and that is just what it felt like someone just came along and ..knocked me down ....and ran me over .....I got high blood pressure .....and was put on meds ...and the sidefect from the meds is I have angizity .......what .......why ......
i have now now tried two meds ...the first one I was realy sick and very bad angizity ...this med ....not sick but I have angizity ...so I have two option one ..is I try a nother med and I am not so sure my doctor will want to do that ..I already told him about the angizity ....he hasent done anything .....two ........I can go back on meds for angizity .....and I am not thrilled about doing eather one ................
the he angizity is so bad I had to stop driving .....and I was going to mediation classes ..once a weak ...and circle mmeetings twice a month ...and it was realy doing me good ....I miss my meetings. I miss my friends ......last weak I went to the circle meeting ...I drove there ...the weather ...was realy mild ...the roads were compleatly clear .....and ..I though I was going to blow a gasket ...at the very least ....I was never so glad to get out of a car ..in I can't rember when .....but I still had to drive home ...........on wensday if the roads are still good I am going to my medation meating ...come hell or high water ........
i have a friend who says that there is a natural med that realy helps with angizity .....so she is bring me some at the medation meeting and I am going to try it ...after I check it out with my farmicy ...
sorry this is so long but I am just a bit ticked off ....about getting knocked back down with this ....thankyou for lising .....also I realy don't like the feeling ....and I got spoiled ..when I wasent feeling any angizity ...God bless
