Waking up every morning

Every morning I wake up. 
Every morning I watch the news about more deaths in my area. 
Every morning I kiss my husband goodbye as he heads off to work.
Every morning I feed my cat.
Every morning is the same thing everyday, the same mindnumbing tasks.
Every morning I start each day with all the hope that this day is the day.
Every morning, this day, I will love myself because I have to love myself before anyone else can.
Every morning will be a great start to my day because I want it to be.
Every morning I wake up it is not just my body waking up but it is my life waking up.