Saturday not in the park

I'm down. I'm tired of waiting for these people to decide if they want to hire me or not. I have too much time on my hands and that makes an enemy for me. It's 4:30pm and I've struggle through most of today. WHEN is this going to END?? I take medication, I walk, I write, I pray and the pain simply doesn't cease. TIME, TIME, TIME I am SO SICK OF TIME!