pushed to my limit..... agian

im pushed to my limit agian....not sure what more i can take the angery inside the pain inside of me my mind is on a never ending loop of the same thoughts. "whats the point" i try and try to do for everyone aroud me. Even if the to do is just to pretend to be happy cause. with everything going on around me my problems are nothing to them. All i have is this anymore a small possible conection to others....but even then my mind tells me "whats the point" everyone has problems they deal with and mine are nothing when compared.      such as a freind of my moms....she has 5 kids 3 of which are on meds for mental problems shes married to a guy that is insane thats driving her to the point she doesnt eat anymore and has now falling "in love" with my older brother so shes here almost every night avoding her husband and with that her kids. the worst thing is my brother and i forget the terms for what all he suffers from years ago made himself into a hermit only leaving his room to go to work or run to the store for cigs or something else he wants so the whole idea of being in a relationship of any type is a completly mind blowing thing to him.   Or even my mom herself, my mom has fybro to start with so that in it self is to much to handle some days....but shes dealing with that, her friends stuff and dealing with all the mess of having her husband over seas.    So where does that leave me....living at home after my life went to hell thanks to my ex...long over that shit so not going into it.... not able to work cause living in a small town that the nearest work in almost an hour away ....and i have a fear of driving so i never got my licence, dealing with a lifetime of depresion and anger issues the stress of having to be stuck living at home dealing with everyone elses stress and dealing with the guilt of not being able to work so im basicly living of my fam. lets see what else....oh yes....dealing with my bf whom i love dearly and try every day to the point it wears me down to help him through his problems cause im the only one he trusts to go to. basicly.... Im pushed to my limit and dont know what to do anymore...........