Pushed again

I know I'm playing with fire but I pushed again today. Went to class (didn't make it to class last week. I think I forgot to say that), came home and slept, then worked 3-4 hours on the dissertation. Feel like crap now and hoping I won't be in a flare-up tomorrow. Wish me luck!

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Serce
Serce

i will...........pray for you to have what you need. been thinking about you lately, praying about you and just wanted to let you know that i am behind you jen.......learning when to do and when not to do is like fine tuning dials on a piece of equipment that keeps changing the rules........makes it very challenging for us to maneuver and navigate........and yet there is a way to get through, a way to be we can people, not defeated by can\'t........we just have to do it our way, within the pace of our own bodies..........we are blessed with intelligence, determination and while it may be tired, there is still a gleam, a glow and a fire within you........i\'m pulling for you, sending tlc and CARE. xoxo nite!
DarlaC
DarlaC

I know you pushed again! We all do it. Serce is so right about how it differs with each of our bodies, and we have no say about when we will have a good day, or a bad day, or a crash, or a relapse, OR a great day!! We have no clue. It\'s the most distressing thing about this illness.

I credit you so much for your determination to be in the work world. I can\'t tell you how much I always loved my jobs and how it hurt to have to leave them. I realize I can\'t do it....but my heart will always be that of a working single mom, struggling to get by, but yet, happy as punch!!

You go girl!