I have a lot going on. I have my certification test coming up, the end of my internship that I have to pass, finding a job, moving (possible back in with the rents if I dont get a job). I'm stressed but I thought that I was doing a good job at controling it and using it for my benifit but my bf and I got in a fight today. He asked me to call and wake him up at a certain time and I did. He got pissed and yelled at me because I was annoying him. He gets like that when he is just waking up and I understand he has his own things going on right now but i just couldnt handle it, i broke down. Then he turned it around on me saying "yeah your right its always my fault (meaning his fault) so i felt like crap. We made up like we always do, he is different in this way because he does really work through the fights and we work things out but he just doesnt get it. I'm deppressed and I have come to accept that but he hasnt. He says he is there for e but I dont really think he will be untill he can stop telling me to just get over it. Its frustrating and being 5 hours apart does not help! I will get to see him this weekend though so hopefully that will be good.