Panic & Anxiety Hell

This disorder started in 2000.  It was acute.  I coudnt go anywhere.  I couldnt drive.  It affected my work.  Long story short, I gave up smoking in 2013.  Panic and anxiety went away completely.  I have never felt better.  My anxiety and panic has now returned and once again, it is unbearable.  I end up in tears and I am being prohibited from doing many things that I enjoy doing for fear of another panic attack.  I actually cannot deal with this crap any longer.  Its ruining my social life.  Its ruining work.  Its ruining my gym program.....................its ruining everything!!!!