missed you

Hello daily strength haven't seen you in a while.  I need to talk about the fact that i ma so angry for not moving forward on music. My insecure feelings about myself keep me still and i don't want to be that way forever. So i made a promise to myself that everyday I am going to try to promote or play for someone new in some way!  That is a big step for me.  no more prozac for me but Im scared that i need it. I feel like I can never find peace within myself. even after yoga I don't feel well.  Anxiety takes over and I hate hate hate hate it.  nothing is worse.