lost once again

unsure what realy has fucking changed lately just in the same spiral downwards seems like ill eventually end up dying but thats my optmistic thinking of course a few of my associates here are doing their best to help themselves but half the time im not realy thought of emotionaly..should be used to it by now but it still hurts..

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kathyhope
kathyhope

andrew- \"my associates...\" what are you a lawyer? business man? fininacial advisor?...i love that u refer to the people on ds that u associate with as ur associates- youre one of a kind andrew..if i had my flip flops on id wipe the shit off of them and then throw one at u- hehe...and u thinking of dying is optimistic thinking? oh my dear andrew, u are in need of a hug. and people do think of you andrew, maybe they dont tell you as much as they should, but im sure they think of you..how is the job corps coming? how is home life? how are u? not ur love life, not ur life with love interests, no- andrew how r u? when u look in the mirror what do u see? when you wake up in the morning what do u feel? what makes u smile, what makes u laugh, what makes u feel warm and fuzzy inside? im not mocking u either andrew, you know me better then that, im as serious as a heartattack and i want to know the answers to these questions i ask you...u r in my thoughts