Long week

This has been such a long horrible week at work! Im kinda having a little pity party tonight. THats uaually what happens when I drink wine just for the sake of drinking. LIke the Why me?? How can he get away with this??  Same ol' shit, really, but I'm tired of it!!! Im also so upset because its been almost a year since I last saw what I thought was the love of my life. Still cant believe its over. I cant believe its almost a whole f***ing year since I saw him  :(    I think it really makes me mad because his life moved on and forward and Im still here dealing with incest!! Did I say incest?? Damn, that sucks!! It hits fresh again and again and again!!!! I pray tomorrow is a better day! I'll get outdoors and do something fun!