Just existing

Well i am usally looking  forward to the holidays, but not this year.I did force myself to go shopping for a few presents, but it wasn'tany fun going by myself.I'm still in a depressed mood amd I don't know when I will be happywith life again.I just wish it was over and that we could get on with the new year.I hope everyone enjoys there Holidays better then I Am.It really sux with D. and I working seperate shifts. I wish I couldjust quit my job and run away sometimes, but what would thatreally solve.I just have to find a way to be happy with the way things arebefore I drive myself crazy.

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I can\'t count the times I have just been driving and wanted to take the other direction, I know just how you feel, the new year will bring brighter days for us all, have faith