I want my focus back!

It's Thursday. It's almost Friday. Just about ...
For several days now I have been feeling so anxious. I can feel the knots in my stomach. I don't know what this is. I am having such a hard time getting my focus back. Where did it go. I have wanted for several days to come back here and write. I feel like I am talking to someone, wishing I could, about me ... about the things that are bothering me.
It is so hard sometimes being a friend to a friend who is never there.
Can't concentrate on that. Must concentrate on what I DO have and not what I don't have. Trying to get my focus back. I want my life moving forward, to be free of hurt. Getting better but sometimes it comes back.
Whew! Tomorrow is Friday! I have to work late but then it is the weekend. Whew!