I'm new here

Hello everyone.  I just found this website today.  I came here because I feel lonely.  For about the past 6 years I haven't worked because of health problems.   I was hospitalized last week for three days.  I also suffer from depression and anxiety which makes everything worse.  If I feel sick physically then I get depressed.  I don't develop more friendships because I'm middle aged and still live with my mother who still to this day controls me (but also because of feeling sick).  But I'm very grateful to her because if it weren't for her I would have no one to help me out when I've been sick.  Well, thank you for reading this.  Hopefully I can communicate with some people here.