i just pointed this out to my mom and she was like \"whoa\"

yes, i was foolish and met someone here who i made the mistake of giving to much of myself and somewhat trusting....YES MISTAKE.... as far as im concerned that is over. we went from talking everyday to him not talking to me at all (when there was no sign of "problems") ....okay fine im done being foolish- thanks god for the life lesson.... and i do believe something helpful to my medical/legal situation came from this....last time i "broke up" with someone i felt "strongly" for i was on medications and i tryed to kill myself....this time i was not on meds and i did not try to hurt myself (even though the hurt was the same if not more so) thus proving the study that epileptics are less prone to depression and suicidal tendancies when not medicated....  (i just pointed this out to my mom and she was like "whoa")