i hate this

My damn mom is causing problems and getting me to fucking relapse soo badly im at my grannies atm helping her out but in doing so i got my other grandmother pissed at me and my mom angry at me im just saying fuck it and gonna stay with my grannies till my dad comes up for my sisters surgry and leaving with him like i was gonna fucking do my birthday is a day b4 so i guess happy fucking birthday to me!! i fucking hate my mom so god damn bad right now im in tears trying not to cuss her out and i talked to my dads gf about it cuz my dad was too fucking hyped up on it being april fools day grrr im feeling so fucking pissed atm