good AND BAD

I happy to have almost gotten to my goal, but I have been so sick. I started losing weight so fast like a pound a day and I was feeling so sick. I went to the ER and had to be addmitted because my liver enzimes were really bad. I found out I have hep C and thats why I was losing weight so fast. Now that I am thinner I dont even care. I feel like I cant date cause whos going to want a girl with hep c. I am also so tierd so I dont have any energy to flant my weight loss.