from a message..that i wrote this is the journal entries okay people

1. as i put in my journal entries i only usually post when im either emotionaly distraut and need to calm down or exited im sorry i dont put everything in my life yes i know that i say things asking for attention..that is b.c ineed it at the time im feeling rejected and lost, also i am possibly going to jobcorps its scaring me b.c im not used to change, also family shit happens i know but i dont cope with it well i have bearly anyone physicaly and its eating away at me i know that i dont put suff in my journals to motavate people theses journals are expresions of myself not letters to friends telling them how to encourage expressing my feelings and i give support to the friends i have on here that give me comments and messages..i cant cope with life easily as always im srry