Feeling so overwhelmed
Another very painful day for me. I am not sitting here feeling sorry for myself, but I am right now overwhelmed with this. I cannot believe that everything is falling apart. And when I didn't think it could get any worse, well it can. I found out last Friday that my background check came back and it was negative. It showed that I have 6 arrests, my drug screening came back positive, and it shows that what I listed for my education is wrong. Clearly this report is the wrong information. I have never been arrested. I don't do drugs other than the prescription drugs I have been taking for 10 years now, and I have 2 college degrees not one, and I graduated a year before what they are showing. Nice trashing of my name and reputation. As of 6:00 tonight the company is rescinding its offer to hire me, which means I am probably out of a job. I can find another one because I am good at what I do, but getting trashed like this and losing the salary that was being offered is a big hit. So let's see, in the last 60 days, I have lost my friend of 12 years, my daughter hates me, and now I'm losing my job. What else could possibly go wrong!?! What did I do wrong in my life? And you know what, the only thing that matters the most to me is my daughter and she doesn't like me anymore for some mysterious reason that was meant for me to never know.