Day 1, 726
I've had it with the depression. I think part of it is b/c I feel entitled. Entitled to sleeping in, to doing nothing, etc. However, I've learned that I need to be scheduled- just like at school every minute is scheduled. I am tired of having no interests/passions/joys. Everything seems like a waste of time. Even a part-time job- it would all go out in taxes. I've thought about volunteering with ChildAdvocates. They say that all I need to give is 6 hrs. a month. But I have this yearning to find a hobby. Problem is that I am not interested in learning anything new. So I have a phone number for a new therapist. We will see if I call tomorrow.