Day 1, 726

I've had it with the depression.  I think part of it is b/c I feel entitled.  Entitled to sleeping in, to doing nothing, etc.  However, I've learned that I need to be scheduled- just like at school every minute is scheduled.  I am tired of having no interests/passions/joys.  Everything seems like a waste of time.  Even a part-time job- it would all go out in taxes.  I've thought about volunteering with ChildAdvocates.  They say that all I need to give is 6 hrs. a month.  But I have this yearning to find a hobby.  Problem is that I am not interested in learning anything new.  So I have a phone number for a new therapist.  We will see if I call tomorrow.