better relationship

Ok so Im gonna try to get thru the week without fighting with Ly or acting crazy. I need to make myself learn that just cuz I call him and he doesn't answer does not mean that hes doing anything. I have to learn to stop thinking something negative everytime. Everytime I think negative things or I think hes doing something it turns out that it wasnt what I had in my head at all...just like this AM when he called me I thought that he wasnt at work becuz i really didnt hear any background noise...I kept thinking that he was lying and that he was really home pretending to be at work until I heard him start saying good morning to the guys he works with....SIGH....I need to put this BITCH in check cuz her negativity is not letting me live!