Baby steps into transition?

i met my now husband in 2013, we fell in love. He soon told me that he was bisexual. I didn t really have a problem with that, I mean he chose me after all, so fine. We got married in 2015. I think about a month after that he told me he wanted to wear women s underwear...so ok, fine, I went along with it. Then a few months after that he wanted to wear panty hose...ok. Fine, I guess...


Now we re in full dress, shoes, underwear mode...and last week he asked me to put on mascara...on him I mean. So yeah, this is how it starts right? My husband is a transgender waiting to happen? He swears he is happy as a man, but I mean really, for how long? I love him, but I married him, not some women who spends longer getting ready than I do. He even changes his voice when he dresses up. So he is kidding himself right? Or he just won't admit to it yet. Ugh it's the middle of the night and instead of getting some shuteye, I m up, again, worrying about this...again...


I hate this, this feeling, this not knowing. I don 't want a wife, is that a horrible thing to say? Am I a horrible person?