Anxiety and disappointment....a double whammy!

Trying to get over being rejected for enlistment into the Navy. ARG! All because I stopped taking 37mgs of Effexor 3 months ago. But in preparation for going in I started working out 5 days a week, cut out coffee and sugar, began meditating again, and bought a workbook on beating anxiety and depression. I don't miss those meds at all and I want to warn anyone about taking Effexor. It's heavy duty stuff with sexual side effects and caused me lethargy. I'm glad I was never on 300 mg. I wanted with all my heart and soul to join the service, especially being unemployed in this rotten economy. Now I don't know what I'm gonna do. Hope I won't fall apart.