A little uncertain and nervous

Now that I am on the same road as my friend, at least I think we're on the same road. To me just getting to talk to her means we're on the same road. But now that we are there, I don't know what to do. I feel like I don't know what I am supposed to do. I can't really push any issues. I am nervous about bringing anything up, so I guess I have to just play it by ear. I feel like I am damned if I do and damned if I don't.