I am SO frustrated!  As my therapist likes to remind me-the three most important things are sleep, meds, and food, so why are these the hardest?  Am I trying to sabotage myself?!  I didn't take my meds last night and I went to bed at 12:30a, SO I didn't get enough sleep or meds, and today I ate, but not nearly as often as I should have and it was really hard to do.  I feel like quitting school.  I mean, how am I supposed to do well in my classes when I can't even take care of myself?  It's also frustrating, because lately my weekends are great, but then as soon as it's over, I screw myself over again!  The past few weeks, I've been so busy that I'm exhausted by Wednesday!  So today I dropped organ, so that I would have a little more time and perhaps wouldn't be so tired by then, but instead it's 8:30 Monday night and I'm exhausted now!!!  I just don't know what to do!  I've got a theory lab quiz tomorrow and I'll probably fail.  I'm tired of this shit!