I am SO frustrated! As my therapist likes to remind me-the three most important things are sleep, meds, and food, so why are these the hardest? Am I trying to sabotage myself?! I didn't take my meds last night and I went to bed at 12:30a, SO I didn't get enough sleep or meds, and today I ate, but not nearly as often as I should have and it was really hard to do. I feel like quitting school. I mean, how am I supposed to do well in my classes when I can't even take care of myself? It's also frustrating, because lately my weekends are great, but then as soon as it's over, I screw myself over again! The past few weeks, I've been so busy that I'm exhausted by Wednesday! So today I dropped organ, so that I would have a little more time and perhaps wouldn't be so tired by then, but instead it's 8:30 Monday night and I'm exhausted now!!! I just don't know what to do! I've got a theory lab quiz tomorrow and I'll probably fail. I'm tired of this shit!