I went to another meeting tonight. The speaker was so brave and amazing. I started crying in the meeting. I told the woman next to me I had to grab a tissue and I'd be back. I went outside and I thought I had to leave because I was so uspet. But then I realized I had to "toughen" up and get myself composed. I got myself together and I went back in to join the group. Because it's ok if I cried. No one was going to think I was some kind of freak. I was safe in there with them.