HA!

I'm back!  I feel like my old self again.  Hence me marking my entry with: Breaking News...I feel like being a bit quirky.  I've been feeling really down lately.  There's family drama, and I felt like because of the staff infection that all of last year went WAY off track, but now I am back on track and running full speed ahead.  I'm writing two books...only planned on writing one at a time, but hey my head is not always in my control.  :) sigh.  I am studying for my GED.  It's slow because of the brain thing, but it's doable.  Even the last few days I have had more stamina.  Energy is still a problem especially when it comes to things involving brain power, but I am making progress.  I have to see an endocrinologist in March, but hopefully this will help my remaining tired issues.  I think what is left of my symptoms is thyroid related.  So I have come WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY far!!!!  LOVE DR. SHANE!  I'm not ecstatic with the way my life is, but I am happy with it.  I've learned patience, am not obsessed with time any more because who cares when things happen as long as they do right?  Gotta enjoy what you can NOW. I've also forgiven myself for my past.  Is it my fault I've been sick since I was five?  No.  But I have regrets about not having a life...teenage memories, childhood ones, and completing my goals, but it's NOT my fault, and I'll get there.  I've never felt healthier in my life and I am THANKFUL for that.  So HA to negativity and negative people.  I gotta live my life.  Find answers.  Find happiness.  Stuff.

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deleted_user

HUGE HUGS to you my Phenomonal Phriend. LOL Glad your back, and Ready for Royalty. You HAVE come a long way, and you have a right to be very proud of yourself. Stuff Happens, & you\'ll be ready to meat it head on. You are Awesome!
DarlaC
DarlaC

My My Sage...you sure are growing up in front of my eyes!

What an awesome, upbeat journal this is!! I\'m so happy for you, that you seem to have things in perspective. That you are not going to allow yourself to be controlled by \"time\" boundaries. That is a welcome and wonderful sigh of relief, isn\'t it?? When it gets done! It gets done! You\'re young..you\'re motiviated to the max, and the GED and the best of your health is in front of you.

I\'m delighted that you are feeling that you\'ve come a long Wayyyyyyyyyyy!! I\'m rootin for ya kiddo!! xoxoxo