I want to believe in myself and know that I am worthy of love  and acceptance.   I will get out more and be with people.   But right now I have no true friends with whom I have a connection with.  I feel very alone and need to  talk and get my feeling out.

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hikes49
hikes49

I have been getting out more but still feel very disconnected. I have been online trying to get a communication going with different women on the many dating sites out there. But all I get is no resonses which is a rejection. I don\'t handle rejection v ery well and it is getting to me. I\'m beginning to feel that there must be something wrong with me. But in less than 2 weeks I\'ll be traveling to meet Marina. She is younger than me and that bothers me. I know she cares for me but once again I\'m afraid I\'ll be rejected because of my age and looks. Why is it hard for me to accept love and acceptance? I\'m just so afraid I will not measure up!