It's been a long time since I've been here to Daily Strength and I haven't been doing well as far as finding a full time job.  I may have to take on another part time job but would much prefer a full time job and my part time job that I've had for 10 years now.  I find myself eating a lot just to not feel the pain of not making much effort to find a job.  I'm very angry with myself too and am in irregular touch with the Career Center here but all I want to do is hide in my sisters basement and eat and make the world go away.  I take medication for depression and anxiety and see a counselor but have little motivation.  My sister is getting a little weary of my 7 month stay, she's been great but I can tell she would like to have her house to herself again.