hmmm...

I have about 29 more days until school starts. I'm afraid. It'll be my first year of high school. The school is so big, I'm afraid I'll get lost, the teachers and staff are so strict, and the homework and stuff will be harder. I'm afraid I'll fail... 
I play on this website, and I'm not sure if I'm really cared for... People say they care about me, but I doubt it. I know there is a few people who do, but... I feel lonely... Lonely on there and in real life. It's like no one really understands me. They say they do, but they don't. I don't really think my best friend understands me, but I think we're as close as sisters. At least that is what she says to me. She says I'm her sister...
Sometime ago, this person on a website(mentioned earlier) saw a picture of me. I didn't want him to know what I look like because I'm ugly... He says that I'm pretty. I asked him if he's telling the truth, and he said he is, but I'm not sure... This is what was said: Me: "Do you know what I look like??" Him: "Y-Yes. And, truth be told, you're pretty..." 
I'm not sure if I believer him or not... It was a week or so ago, and I still remember it well... I was extremely upset. Then my sister told me that I'm being shallow b/c I'm worrying that he thinks I'm ugly. Sometimes I can't stand her... "Sisters are forever." FAH! Both of my little sister tell me that they hate me. My older sister, when I'm having a crisis, just tells me to get over it and forget about it. It hurts my feelings, but I don't show it. It hurts me, but no one would care.