I don't drink much anymore which makes me anxious as I have no money, and with anxiety comes anger. With all the added things thatĀ frustrateĀ me my anger is spiraling outta my control. Now my bf won't let me hit anything anymore because it messes my knuckles up. The only problem is my SI cravings are coming back because i cant get this anger out. I started to cut in the first place wen i was low and i was angry at myself. I just need some help, i can't tell him because i'l scare him off and he doesn't deserve that. I'm so ill physically to and i just don't know what to do anymore :'(