Today has not been one of my better days, and I'm really feeling it.  For the first part of the morning I cried and cried.  Then I did some paperwork, which helped a little.  Tonight will be the first night I have off, which I will actually not see him.  Since we broke up over the weekend, I at least had work to preoccupy me.  So tonight will be hard.  I'm trying to think of something to do to get out of the house so that I won't feel the loneliness so badly.  I may do my food shopping, or go to the bookstore and read.  Since I work nights, I'm generally asleep during the day, but I could not sleep this time.  I will try to see if I can confront this loneliness head on without doing something "stupid". 

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We have to give ourselves the love that we expect from someone else. We know for sure that we can depend on us, so we gotta do what we gotta do. Hang in there and go out and do something special for you, you work hard, you deserve it!
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Love you self enjoy time with your self You are never a lone here