Hello. I am new here but would like to ask for prayer. I have been going through a rough period in my personal life (kids, finances, loneliness,etc). I feel like recently I have begun to question my faith. Basically existence as a whole. I have been believing for some things for a long time and feel like I am getting no where. I feel like I am being led in one direction only for it to be a dead end. Maybe I am not listening well enough.
I know there are many people in the bible who had to wait a long time to receive answers but it just makes me wonder. Why I am I here only to be alone? Why am I unable to realize my potential or purpose? Why are my gifts, if any, not evident.
So I guess my prayer is for God to speak to me and provide discernment over his plan for my life.
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