This morning I think I finally had that moment, that moment of when everything becomes clear. This thing I am in with my boyfriend is NOT A RELATIONSHIP. It never has been, never will be. I think he saw someone looking for anything better then the mess I called a marriage, and my boyfriend saw an opportunity. An opening in a life that might somehow become a financial win fall for him. I wonder how long it took him to pick me out, what he saw as an opening to get into my world. He's cheated, lied, abused, trashed me everywhere and anywhere, but knows I am stuck for the time being. Once again he's cheating, all the signs are there but once again all he can say is I'm crazy, emotional, unstable, etc. Chicken, that's what he is, can't tell the truth, won't tell the truth. It took me a while to see that the only reason he's even pretending to care is that he hopes to gain some kind of financial win fall from my divorce. Yes, things are getting clearer by the day.
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