I was on the breakups and divorce site for 6 months now, i did find it helpful but now people are becomming impatient with my progress, so another member suggested I come over here. My story in short is i have been married for 5 years, seperated for 1 year now, but keep going back and forth for one more try. I have been in counseling, my counselor feels he is a control maniuplating possible sociopath, but has never met him. He tapped my computer, car and phone to see if I was cheating, which I never did. The update now is i haven't seen him in over 2 months, and he isn't sure if he wants to try again, we hardly talk, yet he sent me a text message on new years at midnight, just said happy new year. I have to stepchildren, 17 and 14, and the 17 year old boy has been in alot of trouble lately in and out of hospitals for suciical ideations, and is now going to court at his dad's request to go to boot camp for constant defiance. Everyone tells me to go file for divorce asap family friends, counselors, yet I keep wanting one more try and can't stop thinking about him, and wanting to go back.
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