Almost 8 weeks of no contact. I saw a movie scene and this beautiful, funny man was trying to get this girl to dance with him. That was him. This beautiful, smart, funny man was pursuing me relentlessly. No matter how many times I said no, he kept coming until I gave in. I couldn't believe this man wanted me and he eventually said he loved me...until his wife caught him. Why do we make these men out to be Gods, bigger than life? I'm trying so damn hard every day to stay positive and think I am enough. I am worth more than this and I can be okay. Then I look around and no one interests me. I still feel like he is in my pores. My heart hurts so bad today.
Posts You May Be Interested In
Most people with copd also have anxiety.....Dr.suggested taking meds for it.....does it help? Just wondering....
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...