Over at a friends when I saw the book "Women who love to much". Took it home and have not been able to put it down. I had no idea what was wrong "with me:. So much stood out from my childhood it was as if someone else had written my personal story. I would like to tell you now of my latest sad love affair and story. But see that it is a continuation of many same stories that I have had with men my entire life. I have been married three times, truly in love twice and these were good men and I did every thing I did to sabotage those relationships. How strange. Stepped away today..blocked on FB the latest one of 4 years..who never acknowledged me and hid me from his kids. Never gave me anything, never told me he loved me. I asked him and he told me he didn't know what that means. I Looked at his profile on FB like a fool from another friends e mail and he already has another "friend". I know in my head that if she puts up with the indifference and lack of love , support or any kind of commitment she won't last long. But then maybe she is as screwed up as me. But maybe even thou he says hes afraid of women and never wants to be in a relationship like his marriage again , he will be married to her quickly. Maybe he it was just me. I am trying thru this group to find ME again. I am a happy, bright, pretty , fun women and I am so blessed to have wonderful kids, grandkids and friends. What am I doing moping over a man who never loved me, acknowledged me and never gave me anything....happy to have you all in my life ! I was amazed at the amount of beautiful women on this site. WOW Im in great company.
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