So as I said I'm feeling really bad today! Friday evening, I knew my ex would be somewhere, he always seems to be on a Friday, so I drove by the local tavern and she enough there sits his truck! So I send him a text wondering why he took the stickers off his back windows, my thoughts are that he doesn't want to stand out, thinking I won't notice. So low and behold, out he walks along with some girl, who gets in her own car. I'm asking why he is at the bar? Why he's with another women. He tells me just to leave and leave him alone, which I don't seem to be able to do! Cause then I preceded to follow him, call him and we get into a screaming match. Then I start crying and just give up!!!however, then I send twenty text messages to him telling him I hate him, he's no good, his made me crazy psyco and on and on! I knew it wouldn't make a difference he hasnt talked to me in weeks!!! I don't know y I keep chasing him! I know it's over, I just don't know how to deal with all this pain!! How do you get your mind off them and move on?
Posts You May Be Interested In