Some days are better then others, but when I see a really pretty girl I will wonder if she looks like that and then I feel really bad about myself. Then it goes onto how if she is really beautiful maybe he will try harder in the relationship to keep her around, yes change his whole narcissist anti sociopath self. I still live in that illusion..she is better then me..that he will treat her better etc. I have not seen her and I have no idea whats going with them other then they r living together....I wish this part of the aftermath would just end. It makes me feel worthless and more alone. I read and reread how they wont change but yet I still think it. HELP!
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