It's really hard to talk about my personal problems but im not getting the support i need. my story is that i have been depressed for a long time, i dont show it but some times i can't help but showing it! i feel that nothing in the wolrd would save me from my sadness, everytime i know someone it turns out to be a fake person and i have lost my faith and trust from every one, and this made me very lonely. i do pretty much everything alone! i shop alone, i watch the movies by myself i watch the TV alone, i just dont want to be with anyone anymore i feel so tierd and weak, i had thoughts of running away and never look back but it's not that easy u know. i think alot why me? why im the only person with no friends? is it my personality? do people take my kindness as a weakness? will mylife ever be changed? what if im aging my self slowly and not knowing it? today im just me, the person who doesn't trust, hang out with the people. i have been hurt alot and haters have started roumers and lies just to destroy me...how am i going to survive my life?
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