In march of this year I left my husband after 4 yrs of marriage because he was very physically abusive. I moved 2 hrs away w/ my mom and was living with her after being there a while it felt good I was working making my own money and made great friends. I loved it. I met a man while I was there he was the best person I have ever met in my life and he fell in love with me. I knew I cared but did not know how much. My husband went to our church and the pastor contacted me and talked me into giving this marriage another try w/ counciling and anger managment for my husband. I agreed why I don't know but I did. I have been back now for a month and evn though my husband has not kicked me hit me or choked me like he has before I do not feel the same. I want to leave again already and do not know how to do it now that I am back. I found that I love the other man and he loves me and wants me to come back he accepts me for who I am unlike my husband who wants me to be what he wants. I am one class away from a nursing degree my husband won't let me return to school but the other man says he will put me through school. I feel very confused not that I need a man in my life but it is nice to have a companion that loves you for just being you and not what they can turn you into. Thanks for listening all suggestions would be appreciated.
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