Im 25 yrs old and Im a homemaker. We have a 7 yr old little girl thats going into second grade this month. But anyways. He does not trust me. Never has,he always thinks Im hiding something or up to no good.He doesnt want me to work I guess because he doesnt want me to get independent and he thinks Im gonna leave. Which I wouldnt. He doesnt even trust me online!! When he gets home he waits until Im not around and starts checking the history to see what Ive been doing.I have a myspace page and it drives him crazy that he cant spy on me and get into my page cuz its locked by password. But I have his sisters and even neices on my friends list. That dont matter cuz he dont even trust them! lol-Oh I have a myyearbook page also. Well he just found that out and he set him one up and was trying to get me to except him as a friend just so he could view my profile. I wouldnt except him. But if he didnt act the way he does,I would except him. But I dont want to give him the satisfaction of it. Ive been with him 10 yrs and I have never cheated on him....EVER!! I dont go out with friends....well not just because he doesnt want me to and would get pissed off-but just because I choose not to because most of them do cheat. But why cant he trust me? Im proud of myself for not cheating on him and being faithful. But I feel like Ive done something wrong because he accuses me. Ive told him that you can push somebody so far and then they will start cheating and messing up because they got accused of it in the past for no reason....so why not..right? He makes it so hard to love him sometimes. I just dont know what to do anymore....I know he wont change. Oh and also when he comes home he will ask me if Id been anywhere and if I say no he will say well why is the engine hot on the car?...OMG!!!!! He feels the friggin the hood for heat!!! How crazy can he get! lol
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