I am older than some of the people on here i have been married to an alcoholic and drug user for 18 years i have been through it all I just found this website and i am just now realizing that i am not the only one out there. well here's how it started when we were going out he told me he had a few problems with alcohol but he was over it never knowing anything about alcohol i said well thats fine as long as you are over it his mother even told me he was an alcoholic but he told me she wasn't telling the truth i should have listen this has been the worst 18 years of my life i try to hide all of my feelings from my family because i want them to like him we have three sons only one is of drinking age but has not used it yet, but i am also verbally abused and my sons are picking this up we are constantly bickering at each other we don't even sleep in the same bed i hate him more and more each day but why can't i leave after he has even recieved 3 dui's constantly steals from me and the children what is wrong with me.
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