My AH came close to losing his job in May. Falling down drunk at 11 am is not a "path to success." He kept drinking, finally going to 5 days of inpatient detox in June. He is in AA, sees a counselor once a week, and goes to a SMART Recovery meeting once a week. So what is he doing tonight? Drinking.
I feel so stuck and so done.
A year ago my AH was sentenced to three days of jail in another state. He went to visit his parents (800 miles away), drove drunk, pulled over to the side of the road, passed out, and was arrested. Since then he keeps trying to quit, but keeps choosing to drink again. I don't get it. I understand what it is like to be an alcoholic. I quit drinking over 5 years ago.
My trust is gone, my hope is dead, my love is dying