We were going on holiday last night but he went off to the field where we keep our horses (they were coming too) and got drunk, disappeared (presumably driving drunk as well, Oh horror) My sons eventually found him and brought him home four hours later. I'm too old to start coping with this and working full time and worrying about unemployed sons. Of course I will cope, others have to manage with so much worse but I am in a state of total anxiety, worry and can see no future for us. I should throw him out but I dare say it would kill him and i still love him so much. I don't expect any solutions, just wanted to share. Have cried all night, could grow potatoes in my nose to mouth lines!
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