I am new here. I am a wife of an Alcoholic. I came here for support from people who are in the same situation as I am. I am almost 34 years old and my AH is almost 35 years old. I use to blame myself for my AH being an alcoholic since I was buying him the beer. I am the only one working and my AH stays home and takes care of our 14 month old baby girl. I told him that he is not allowed to drink while he is taking care of our baby girl. I work a Full Time job and when I get home and he starts drinking and gets to drunk to where he is not acting right it makes me start a fight with him. My AH gets verbally abusive when he gets too messed up. The other night he had drank close to 120 o.z. of beer. He ate some pieces of sausage and cheese. He had swallowed all of that. All of the sudden he starts choking on something and it scares the Sh** out of me. I am freaking out and asking him what he is choking on and he says I don't know and continues to choke. So, I am beating on his chest and back. And then all of the sudden he leans over and throws up all over our bedroom floor. Scared the sh** out of me and I am shaking and my heart is beating fast. So, I have to clean up his throw up and help him out of his clothes. Then he passes out. So I sit up until 1:30 am watching him making sure that he keeps breathing and worrying about him and praying for him. Finally I take it into God's hands and I go to sleep. I had to work the next morning. Well, at around 3 am he gets up and trys to walk to the bathroom. So, I get up to help him walk to the bathroom. I tell him to sit on the toilet so he does not fall down while standing up. Then he goes to another bedroom in the house and leans up against the door and goes back to sleep. I try to help him back to our room but he tries to hit at me but knocks over a chair instead. Finally get him to our room where he decides he wants to sit down on the couch and go to sleep. So, I cover him up and I go back to sleep. When I get up 3 hours later to get ready for work I make sure that he is still breathing. I go to work and try to call him around 11am and get no answer. So I start worring beause he is at home with the baby. Well, finally I get a hold of him and he asked me why he went to sleep on the couch and why I did not help him to bed. I tell him why. My question is why do alcoholics like to drink to much to where they pass out and don't remember sh**? I just do not understand that. Then hubby gets mad because I will not give him a BJ and I tell him it is because I do not like the taste that comes out in the c** when he has been drinking alot. Is anybody else in this same situation?
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