Yesterday I had such a lot of things to sort out and I was really busy for a large part of the day. When I eventually went to bed I realised that my husband had not been on my mind all day and then that started a major meltdown, I felt so guilty that I had gone through most of the day not consciously thinking about him. This made me feel so bad, it has only been a little over six weeks he was my soul mate my best friend my every breath and yet I went all that time without a thought of him. I miss him so much I just don't know how I am going to go through the rest of my life without him. I need to know if this is a "normal" part of this nightmare we are going through or is it just me?
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