Approaching the 1 year anniversary of his death...I would have thought that I would be further along the road of grieving. But I still get angry with him for leaving me! As if he had a say in his demise. At 54, he was stung by a bee, went into Anaphylactic shock, cardiac arrest and died. I can't seem to get over the feeling of being mad at him for doing this to our very happy well adjusted little family life. I am not normally an easily irritated person. I am very passive. But I just can't shake this feeling of anger at him. And I feel that until I can, I will be 'stuck' in this stage of grief. Anyone?
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