I was participating in another discussion and realized that several of us had lost our partners in a sudden and unexpected way, and that some of them were very recent. I lost my fiance' to a sudden heart attack on September 5, and the way I found out was from an emergency room physician over the telephone. The whole situation was very traumatic. I'm wondering if anyone else feels traumatized by sudden death.
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