wow - did I have a bad day yesterday...It's been almost a month and although I feel miserable every day - yesterday was the worst since the day Jim died. I woke up crying and couldn't stop all day - almost hysterical. I had to leave work early and come home to take a xanax ( my first since he died) and go to bed for a while. Not really sure what set it off....hate to think that there are more of those ahead. Will it get easier?
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