wow - did I have a bad day yesterday...It's been almost a month and although I feel miserable every day - yesterday was the worst since the day Jim died. I woke up crying and couldn't stop all day - almost hysterical. I had to leave work early and come home to take a xanax ( my first since he died) and go to bed for a while. Not really sure what set it off....hate to think that there are more of those ahead. Will it get easier?
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Found this;THOUGHT OF HIM ~ Chillin' at the mall with the boys. Thought of him. Blessing and eating our food. Thought of him. Went to the movies and had an empty seat beside me. Thought of him. Sharing popcorn, candy, and a soda with my son. Thought of him. Put new sheets on the bed. Thought of him. Sleeping close to his side of the bed. Thought of him. His son wears his cologne now. Thought of...